Thoughts In my head- Burden
Crazy as hell, is hell really crazy? Is the thought of eternal burning a scary Idea of course it is you silly bitch, this stuff is meant to make you shiver, be afraid and even cry. But do I really want to be afraid isn’t Christianity meant to bring me freedom. Is it though? The idea of a relationship with a higher being I can’t see, yet I feel him sometimes, maybe, I dunno. Is it crazy to doubt something you’ve known your whole life, but what was it I knew? Church always seemed like the place to get free stuff like free sweets for the kids and for me to show off my new outfit. I like to sing to so here’s a place to show off my voice. Here is a community on a platter topped up with the promise of Heaven- place where all is good and right. A mystical Utopia. Yet here on earth whilst I’m breathing I cannot help but look at ways people have used the words written in the sacred book to go on ethnic cleanses, justify hatred and give us an excuse. Sometimes I don’t necessarily...
